(sorry this blog is long over due)
The infamous break up story. =)
Yes we all know, it sucks to be dumped. You were "in love" and he/she just couldn't see it in you. You would've done "anything" for him/her and he/she just didn't care. You gave him/her everything you had to offer and it just wasn't enough. Now you're sad all the time. Every song on the radio seems to be about him/her. All the old pictures bring back your saddness. You know you've got to move on, but you're still not quite ready.
Well this is not one of those stories. What about the stories where the feelings are mutual? Yes, I, THE CHELSEA BEA ;-) have been dumped. Yeah, I was sad for a couple of days. Not entirely because I lost the one I "loved". Not at all for that reason actually. I was upset that I lost the normalness between my friend and I. Now when I see him it wasn't the same. I feel like even when we were dating it was more of a friendship anyways. Now, that I am over the saddness things are back to normal. I can totally be around him and it's chill again.
Sometimes things just play out perfectly. I really honestly hope he finds the one who compliments him. I hope all his dreams come true as does he for me. I am so much more happy with him as my friend rather than my boyfriend. I learned a lot through our relationship but I was ready to be done. I think we should get the most awesome break up ever award. When feelings are mutual life is just so splendid. I am now single and ready to mingle again. I deserve someone who will fall head over heals for me. Who will hear what I have to say and believe it. I'm going to be someone's significant other, not just thier accessory.
Feelings were mutual even though he would probably tell you differently. I'm so happy to be independant again and I know that he and I were not ment to be. Life as a young single adult is so much fun and now that I have made more friends and have a job, I can take it by the horns. =)
