"And now there's a mountain goat
precariously balanced on the frog stuck in my throat
it says "sometimes whispering's okay,
but maybe you'd feel better if you screamed today"
Lately I've been so speechless. I don't really feel like I have anything profound to say. I'm not usually like this. I guess it's kind of like a grey funk my English teacher was talking to us about. I feel sort of like I'm just here. There's not really thoughts going through my mind or feelings in my heart. When I try to post something on Facebook, there is nothing. I feel like I want to talk to someone yet I have nothing to talk about. My texts which are usually fun and clever have turned into one word responses. At the same time there's the part of me that just wants to get out of this funk. I want the lump in my throat to go away, the wall in my brain to crumble. I think it's times like this that you just need to scream.
I think sometimes we get too stressed. Sometimes we hold stuff in for too long. Sometimes we feel like we have to whisper. So I encourage you to take the goats advice go somewhere and just scream. I think you'll feel better.
Here this guy seems pretty good at it http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Y60NAa996SI&feature=related
Awhh Chelsea, everyone has that feeling every now and then but it doesn't have to be like that for long and you know that that gray funk will go away too:) You just need something or someone to help you along and take you somewhere to scream. Just grab a friend and go to the top of the slide and scream, beat your chest, and slide down:) Haha, i remember i did that once because i felt like you but it was my cousin who pulled me out and we played Gears of War 2 to let me blow off some steam and just have fun. Don't let the gray funk take over you:) If the gray funk was a person you could tell it to stick it in a juiceboz and suck it buhh... thats not possible but! you could still tell it to:) Haha, you'll pull through girl:)
ReplyDeleteOkay, yeah, um, LOVE. That's pretty much exactly what I'm going through right now. I'm trying to blog about it, but nothing's coming. But expect a post SOON. love you miss chelsea boo boo. boo boo boo!
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